Only 5 days left!!!

Well it has been brought to my attention that the last several days...ok maybe weeks, I have been a bit on the negative side about going to Hawaii. Although its no excuse I am scared to death of this race. The vacation part has even begun to enter into my mind yet. All I can think about is that 5 mile incline on the bike where we go from 0 to 600 feet above sea level! Not to mention the wind. I think I've seen too many videos about the full Ironman that has me freaked out. Besides that I have become very competitive and I would like to break the 6 hr 30 min time. I know this isn't going to happen in this terrain, nor am I going to win this race. My training is over and I just need to go out there and have fun with it! My goal for this week is to stay positive, smile and enjoy the scenery that God has given me too look at while I'm out there! Oh yeh and have fun! Sorry to all those who have been the brunt of all my negative thinking lately! Its all gone starting right now! :) 5 days left whaooo!